♥ Monday, August 03, 2009
i want my life back, but i don't know where i've lost it.
if you're gonna spend your time reading this & call me emo again,
i suggest you back off right this instance.
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peishan is in a really really stressful situation right now.
she realised she hasnt been happy for quite a long time,
& shes gonna hate herself very soon.
her temper is everywhere,
because she feels like bursting like sparks of fire.
shes holding onto too many things,
& now shes loosing grip of herself.
she has spoken to so many individuals,
these people called friends.
but all she has gotten so far, are nothing but more words.
whether they are honey coated or feel like a slap across her face,
they all mean nothing at all.
all she needs was a little more action,
because she believes action speaks louder than words.
so quit trying to give her the best advice to let go or priortise,
while on the other hand, you know you contributed to her stress level.
peishan really wish to stop breathing for a day,
feels what it's like to not feel anything, anything at all.
Labels: ):, life, stress
loved; 12:49 AM